All gone

i feel lost... gone done for.... i lost the love i ever loved... because of parents... what should I do??!!! some one help???? no one can :(

now im gone...in 21 days

in 21 days I am leaving,
in 21 one days i will be packing,
in 20 days I will be working and packing,
in 19 days,,, i will look at my old things,
in 18 days I will see what I have become,
in 17 days i will thank every one for being there for everything and being there when I needed them.
in 16 days, I will pack the rest of the down stairs,
in 15 days we start looking around
in 14 days I pack the upstairs,
in 13 days I go to my friends house and say my last good bye,
in 12 days, I see my cuzz and tell her that no matter what she will always be in my heart
in 11 days. I sit in my empty room with nothing but a backpack filled witha week of cloths and think,
in 10 days...... I sit..... and listen
in 9 days I walk outside and look at the sky
in 8 days.... I give some people I wont see again a hug good bye,
in 7 days i pack even more,
in 6 days i relax and find my friends to hang out,
in 5 days I walk around town trying to remember what i see,
in 4 days. I reach the day i wont stop crying.
in 3 days, my heart falls to the bottom of its pit and tries to beet but cant,
in 2 days. I wright a poem to every one and give it to them before i leave. I give them a hug goodbye and tell them I will always be with them
In 1 day. I give every one a hug and cry and feel the pain of leaving family and friends but hte most im scarred about leaving is my loving cuzz and cuzz in law (vicky and kris) i lvoe you guys and make sure you guys know it.!!!!!!

remember maybe we will be miles apart be we will always be in each others hearts :)

PAIN

Feeling lost with regret and sorrow. Feeling the erg to just get up and leave, leave everything behind. Walk out the door like nothing is wrong. Looking at pictures from the past. Feeling the agony and pain rush threw your vanes with horror. Feeling all the dishonorable, and vicious poison set into your skin. Feeling the pain and anger work threw your body. Try to walk but fall and cant get up. Feeling down all the time. Feeling like losing and dying right there. Run away from everything. Even the ones who care. Scream but no one hears you. Talk but no words come out.
Marks on your arm from cutting. Raiser sharp blade piercing threw your skin. With a runny river of blood. Motions to the floor. As you fall on your knees not knowing what to do. You feel the pain of terror set in. The lost from the found. The light from the dark. The high from the low. The under from above, The haven from hell life is only a big stair well. For the top I will not reach for I have fallen. And can not get up. For the next step is to far out of reach.
by kerri stone

The new begining

Up to me now!
The new beginning!
To make a change!
To start winning!
To be on top!
To clime so high!
To reach the sky!
Till I die!
Try my hardest!
Every day !
till I get!
My own WAY!

long lost sister

I have a sister that looks like me,
I have a sister that is just like me,we laugh and sing and play all day,
till I make a big mistake,
I cry at night and some during the day I say sorry,
I beg for mercy,
Trying to get sympathy to show her I can change,
I am grown I am strong, I am your sister that will carry on,
Please hold me tight for I cant do this alone,
for when I have a week moment,
Its a family member like you that keeps me strong.

Thank you to my family Vicky M. and Teressa H.

Soothin rock

To day is a new day to follow your heart,
Even from the very start,
I wait on our rock,
And sing a tune,
That maybe you will come by soon,
As my feet touch the water,
so soothing and calm,
You come by and hum along,
As we look into each others eyes,
seeing the future and the past,
all the happy and the sad,
even if it is bad,
we are living the life we have,
to the highest and the fullest,
not for the shortest but for the longest,
but as you hold my hand,
so happy and soft,
I think to myself,
we were meant to be,
just me and you and you and me,

Best friend

He is my love my hero my friend,
we are together till the very end,
we share our secrets and our most powerful words,
Even tho one no one has ever herd,
We dance and sing and have a good time,
to bad this might be the very last time,
My stuff is packed and out the door,
I give a hug and run out the door,
for i leave to KY,
and might not come back,
your still me best friend and nothing can ever change that. :)