I know this is tragic. Its hard for me to see how its happening my self. But to me I know this is right... In one month I am leaving everything.. maybe people will realize what is going on when a dear loved one is gone. Have you ever loved a cuzz or a family that don't want you to leave or dont want you to go or be out of there sight.. Well I have a cuzz just like that.... shes smart. cool, and all of the above. Its hard for her to understand that things in life were meant to be changed to have a new beginning. People dont understand my life that much I am not myself at school. When I am home I am me. I am the lonely girl that no one sees. That girl that is me. I hope poeple can see that i am the girl that is chosen to leave. People don't believe that if you talk to god he will talk back... when I talk to him.. i feel the feeling of leaving,... That if I leave they ( the people) will see .. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TILL ITS GONE!!!! The only one that knows is my loving cuzz.. i love you cuzz with all my heart.. not mater what we will never be worlds apart. <3
awee cuzz i love you 2 and im going to miss you more then anything its going to hurt so bad but i know you will always be only a fone call away and i will always talk to you i know you are doing what i told you to do and you are going because its what your heart is telling you to do and that is why im ok with it but just remember if you ever need anything i will always be here for you no matter what at any time morning nite 2am 11:59 pm i will always be here and a fone call away never hesitate to call just do it and always remember to follow your heart no matter what it is saying because in the long run it will always be right even if you dont think it at 1st it will at the end of the day and just look back and look at what it has done for you so far gotten you this far and now pushing you to the next step in your life i love you and i always will no matter what <3 i will always be here and you can always call me anytime you want <3
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