beet hard

Have you ever gotten beet?
have tears roll down your face?
crying for agony wanting to get away getting pushed and shoved to the ground not being able to get up. Being punched and pulled on and kicked and stomped with fierce pain piercing threw your skin? finding out that its hard tot tell your own parent that you were beet up?
When you finely get away. and feel the tear roll down your face and watch it land on the ground wandering if tears can feel your pain? walking in the rain when you cry so no one can see. Feeling lost and unprotected from everything. Wanting to just die sometimes? Knowing if you stay you will still get beet up. Trying to run away from it all but it just keeps coming back. And when you get the guts to tell your mom. your mom yells at you and you get intrubbel for being the one getting beet up. Knowing the tear your crying........ wont be your last..... or the next time you get beet up........you could die.. :( Or getting scares that you dont even remember getting from getting beet up ;(